I feel like everything is spiraling out of control!?

If all you ever look at is the trail you are on how can you focus on your destination. The degree you are working on will eventually get that better paycheck you seek. In the meantime it's tough getting by on what you get now. Food stamps were designed folks like you who are working hard for a better future. Better you than the guy who wants to sell me his food stamps for .50 on the $ so he can buy cigs or beer. If you are doing fine now hen exceptr the help you have, food stamps, and be patient. You are working to better yourself and your lives. May I suggest you cut way back on your news watching, focus on your studies, family and an increase in your patience. It sounds as if you are on the right track, you just need the patience to finish the job. Keep up the good work and study hard and you will get there.